Yeah, there are those people that you just gotta let go of for good... Irreparable damage has been done to your friendship, no matter how much you might wanna believe otherwise.

We are better than that. We can look beyond past grievances and move forward afresh. We can banish the bitterness. We can still benefit from a friendship with each other.

No we can't. Not always. Not with some people.

It's just kinda hard to cut the cord completely when they're still friends with your friends. Thus, you feel compelled to keep up some level of rapport with them, know what's going on with them... or be left out of part of your friends' lives, or feel like the obstinate one that's not trying, but keeping spoiled milk in the fridge way past the expiration date.

Maybe I'm the only one trying, even though I'm really not at all. How silly. It'll feel good to drop the farce completely. There are so many more people out there to get to know and get to un-know.

You've had your moments in my history. Goodbye now.