9.19.2005

I am so sick of the nerdiness that surrounds me continually.

The inescapble and heavy aura of it here in Silicon Valley, the childish activities and banter, the immature behavior past the mid-20s and the acceptance of all of it... IRKS ME GREATLY.

Geekiness used to be cute and fun. I started becoming more and more turned off by it this year... and now I can't stand it. I don't want to see/hear it, hang with it, work with it, or emit it anymore. My own geekiness annoys me.

I want a classier lifestyle. A more stylish and elegant one. Wine and cheese. Jazz and art. Paris and Rome.

I feel desperate for a change.