2.06.2003

You (not all of you out there, just you in particular) really don't know me. You definitely don't know me as well as you think you know me.

But thank you for your comments.

Why do you say the things you say? Maybe you think it's your right or your duty. Maybe you really care. Why? Maybe you want me to become more like you. Maybe you're trying to help me. Maybe you are jealous. Of me? Of him? Maybe you hate me. Why? Maybe you liked me. Maybe you still do...

Don't you wish you could just fuck me and get it over with? (What? You think I flatter myself? I see no harm in that.)