I neglected thickening the haze through drink or drugs or other means this weekend, and I'm feeling the effects of my non-indulgence now. The haze is thinning. The hard, dark stuff that I hide behind it is emerging, though just an outline is beginning to show... the unwelcome thoughts about the significance and permanence of my soul.

Thoughts, please recede into obscurity NOW! I have other things to take care of... Come back another time if you must. This is such an inopportune time...