The other thing that bothers me, almost as much as getting older bothers me, is the fact that I can no longer express myself through music.

Playing the piano was the one thing I was really good at in this life up until now. You'll just have to trust me on that because I'll probably never be able to prove it to you. I stopped playing after highschool, and now my skills are all but gone. I can't call myself a pianist anymore. And that sucks.

I'm constantly plagued with an urge to emote through a musical instrument or through song. I miss doing that so much. I need to put an end to the misery soon. Somehow. And not just by planning on marrying a rockstar. :)