12.02.2002

m***n**s (3:15:36 PM): hey you know what's funny?
m***n**s (3:16:31 PM): after game night george asked if you were really competitive when you played hockey
[me] (3:16:43 PM): hahaha.
[me] (3:16:46 PM): y'd he ask that?
[me] (3:16:51 PM): i wasn't grumpy 'cuz we lost.
[me] (3:16:55 PM): i was grumpy 'cuz i was tired.
[me] (3:16:55 PM): :-P
m***n**s (3:16:59 PM): well based on your play :-)
[me] (3:16:59 PM): ([you're] thinking...
[me] (3:17:02 PM): "yeah rite")
[me] (3:17:07 PM): y how did i play?
m***n**s (3:17:15 PM): like you wanted to win that's all
[me] (3:17:21 PM): hahaha.
[me] (3:17:25 PM): well, i always want to win.
[me] (3:17:29 PM): i am not always a gracious loser.
m***n**s (3:17:35 PM): i bet you can guess how jeff and i answered O:-)
[me] (3:17:41 PM): uhhhh.
[me] (3:17:50 PM): on a scale of 1 to 10, what do i get?
[me] (3:18:02 PM): u mean it was that obvious from how i played board games?
m***n**s (3:18:14 PM): i guess
m***n**s (3:18:20 PM): maybe 7-8?
[me] (3:18:26 PM): oh that's not so bad..
m***n**s (3:18:37 PM): well i don't know any other 7-8's!
m***n**s (3:19:00 PM): i'm leaving room for a real crazy person :-)

Didn't realize it was that obvious... I gotta tone it down, suck it up, learn how to lose well, and look like I'm having fun despite...

I never learned how to lose 'cuz I never wanted to assume there would be times I'd lose. But my inability is giving me bad publicity, and I wanna live a long, low-blood-pressure life...