I've realized that I actually kinda like obsessing.

When I'm not obsessing about something, I feel like I should be, and I wanna be. Like, right now... I'm not really obsessing about anything. I've been thinking all day about things that I can throw myself into full throttle. When I get into things, I tend to let them take over my life temporarily...

I could obsess over my body... put all my effort into losing a few pounds (so that I could quit griping about them) and preparing for summer 8 months in advance. But nah... I do want motivation to workout and eat better, but I don't feel like obsessing over my body like a vain lil missy.

I feel like trying my hand at creating music, or picking up a new instrument, or taking serious dance classes, or getting caught up in a highly involving RPG (video game), among other things (I would fuckin love to travel, you know)... but these things require a bit of money. And I shouldn't be spending too much on extras now or in the near future. (Ugh. How many times do I have to remind myself of that in a day!)

Oh HELL... Money can't be the only thing stopping me from getting into new things. Lemme sleep on this one. I'll discover something to obsess over soon enough. Hopefully, it'll be something inexpensive, yet constructive and healthy, and not just a big waste of my time...