I need to get back in the game.

By that I mean, I need to find myself a few new competitive outlets. I've been seriously lacking in the area since I stopped playing rollerhockey and other sports a few months ago... It feels as if I've sorta-kinda let myself go in other ways as well.

Really, the only thing I have going on right now is Fantasy NBA. But my team currently sucks shit, and I'm hanging on to mid-place by a very thin thread, which is about to break... Argh. I had, probably, the second worst team right out of the draft, and I haven't had as much time to spend working on it during work this year. I try not to work on it too much after work hours so I don't seem insanely obsessed... but maybe I will step things up and try to resurrect my team from inevitable bust. Time to play a little dirty, I think. :P

I don't feel I have a competitive edge in anything right now... I gotta go develop one or more. I could use the thrill of the win right now.

Losing through not playing feels worse than playing and losing.