It was a summer of excess. It could've been even more excessive, but any more would not have made it any better. I had just enough so that I am able to justify the excess by the outcome of it. Well, I try to...

It's just unsettling when financial limitations contribute a great deal to my limitations as a friend. I find myself sacrificing some friendships to avoid being perceived as a golddigger by those who are closer or who help fund/support my current lifestyle. And, of course, that too is dependent-on/determined-by my financial limitations.

Double fuck.