7.10.2003

Learning to live with one's feelings is probably a lot like learning to live with one's mutant powers.

I'm satisfied with most of my feelings and the depth at which I feel them. But there are a few feelings that disappoint me when I feel them.... even though they're reflexive and natural for me, for my personality. They spring right up on cue, regardless of how much I don't want them.

I hate to see them get the best of me, even for just a few moments. I can put them down eventually, sometimes much sooner than later. But still, I'm bothered that I felt them at all.