6.20.2003

Do I really want to go out? And if I went out, would I get as much out of it as before?

I mean, if I went out to a club to move and groove to some good music, would I still get something out of anonymously dancing among happy, drunk, entranced, sweaty, horny, touchy-feely strangers? Or would I be bored? Or would I have too much fun? Am I worried about doing something I shouldn't do and/or getting myself into trouble? Am I worried about changing, about being yanked out of the comfortable life I currently enjoy?

Why don't I go out and find out?