12.19.2002

I live 80% of my life inside my head.

It's kinda cool and kinda sad at the same time.

Stuck in constant introspection.

...because there isn't much more, nothing really new, to see on the outside around here? I probably need to get out of here. I want to get airborne, fly all around the world, look down, and descend upon new scenes... freebird fashion. Yet I'm still grounded here... by what? Security?

I've never been much of a risk-taker or a gambler. I always say that... but watch me take risks with my time and affection, no guarantees for returns on my investments...

What am I doing?!

How do I get out of here?