Haven't been working out like I used to. Haven't been watching what I eat. Haven't weighed myself in weeks either. Scared to...

Feel like I should berate myself about my slacking in these areas... I shouldn't be letting myself go. Not now, of all times... Shouldn't I be trying to look my best right now? I used to never leave the house without wearing makeup. Now I only wear it when I go out on the weekends. I feel pretty satisfied these days, despite being a tad bitter. I'm pretty comfortable with myself... until I try to put something on that I bought in the summer. Ugh. Doesn't fit anymore! My body should be tight... not my clothes!

From this day forth, I will get back in the running shoes and on the machines at the *yuck* gym regularly. I will be hot in the winter!