As my brainpower wanes, the more easily impressed and amazed I am by simpler and simpler things. The nice thing about that is that increasingly more is able to dazzle and intrigue me. At the same time, I really miss being able to think deeply and quickly, create, memorize, analyze, the way I used to...

But look at me... gonna go out and soak my brain in alcohol again tonite. You'd think I'd do whatever I could to stop the brain-degradation process. But that's just it. I'm not thinking anymore... just feeling and going for more feeling.